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Leah Nicole Whatley
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My sister just walked into my room and handed me a burnt cookie.
They don't taste burnt, they tasted like Coco Puffs.

Did everyone have a good Christmas/Hanukkah? I guess I did.
You did too, don't lie.

What was the point in writing this?
There is no point.

I'm still answering my own questions andmycatwontstopstaringatme. O.O

I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe.
I need to go somewhere with clean air and no smoke, dust, or animal hair everywhere.

ANYWAYS.....
My birthday is in, like, three days.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
Is it sad that I have to tell myself 'Happy Birthday' because no one tells me that themselves? (NO, FACEBOOK DOESN'T COUNT) -__-



Who wants to do something for my birthday? oh wait, we're in a blizzard.
Oh well.

                                Goodbye, (No "I love you?" No, I'm not in an 'I Love You' mood)

                                                         Leah Nicole
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Hello Everyone.

I think it's funny how I'm staring at the computer screen feeling embarrassed because I don't know what to say.

I have actually been on DA, or checking it, for awhile and yet I haven't updated nor have I made an appearance. I realized that it's December and the last you guys have heard of me was near the end of June(except school mates who already follow me, but we don't talk much in school either). Anyways, I have decided to stop hesitating and update via journal.
I've realized that the only thing that I absolutely love doing on here, besides look at everyone's wonderful artwork, is write journal entries. Don't get me wrong, I love updating work(when I have some) but journals make me feel so POWERFUL. With artwork I feel so anxious and that I displeased people(not that it matters afterwords) and I never update the writings that I REALLY want to update because I feel CHAGRIN. However, let me clarify this: I enjoy updating whatever, Journals just make me feel like I have more of a voice.

WHY WAS THAT SO HARD TO SAY?

Gosh, I'm so bad at trying to explain things. I'm going to go sit in the bathtub for awhile facepalming myself over and over again. -__-

I feel as if I have so much to tell you guys.

Let's begin with a question.  How are you doing lately?

Today I skipped church for the hundredth time because I feel as if church has no place for me. Wow my heart literally started to ache as I typed that. But it's true. (aching still) I guess I kind-of missed it even though I felt as though it's the same as school with the judging and glares I get from a lot of people.

WHAT DID I DO TO YOU TO MAKE YOU STARE AT ME LIKE THAT?

Sorry, I'd really like to scream that but I guess that really wouldn't STOP the STARING would it? It wouldn't.

^Just answered my own question.

Not that anyone would notice because it's not like any of you read this anyway but I don't really care about that.


Actually I do. No, actually it doesn't matter.

Ignore that.

I like He-Man.

You know, when I decided to write a journal I wanted it to be SERIOUS. But I can't do anything serious 'cause God I'm so awkward.


I need friends.


Really, I spent most of my weekend talking to my moon chair and imagining how cool it would look if I moved it to the opposite side of the room. Yesterday I went to bed at 8:30(partially from being sick) and blamed my excitingly new dream on the fact that I reclined on the bed abnormally. Literally, I debated with myself over these things.

Why is it so hard to look at someone, smile, and say a simple, "Hello"?
I'm being serious. In my first year of middle school I had a decent amount of friends. Then it seems I lost most of them towards the end of my middle school career. Am I really to much to look at or talk to?

I should stop, I'm depressing myself.  

ANYWAYS, I just wanted to make an appearance and hopefully annoy you guys since I PLAN on updating more(HOPEFULLY).  Maybe. idunno.

I Love all of you guys.

REMEMBER THAT.
In the future when one of you says something about being unloved I'll be all "Remember when I told you that I loved you? Yeah REMEMBER that. REMEMBER."

I just realized "Remember" rhymes with "December" and that I keep misspelling "Realized".



I Love all you little Rockets,
                                    Leah Nicole
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OHDEARLORD.

I dunno what that was actually(Do you?).
ANYWAYS, In my last journal I talked about how my cousin and his girlfriend were going to have their baby. They did... TWO weeks ago. Sorry, I've been on, but I neglected to update.
His name is Franklin Mason (Last name not mentioned). They call him "Little Frank".
^He's named after my Late Grandfather(the Franklin part).

Actually, I haven't updated ANYTHING. Wow, I'm such a Lazy Deviant.

Guess what? I started to Re-Watch FMA! I'm super excited(Even though I already know whats going to happen & i'm already at the end of season one).
Can you believe how many times they change their opening&closing song-thingy in one season?

Lets talk about Gatoraide?
Its good.. DRINK IT! ...(Laughs Evilly!) :3

Recently I realized that I have a more annoying anxiety than I originally thought. (Did that make any sense to you?) Like recently some friends of mine asked me to go to a mall with them and I agreed to go. BUT, That day all the thoughts in my head were:
*I can't go...Everybody hates me...I'm going to die....They want me dead.*
And I became so scared that I laid in my bathtub for a long time staring at the shower head because I felt paralyzed.
Although I did NOT cry, and I know that my *thoughts* weren't true. They didn't want me dead and all that jazz.
BUT, I can't control that feeling. (Does anybody understand what I'm trying to say at all?) Like all these thoughts just "pop-up" and they SCARE me. And Its not scary its SCARY. IF you KNEW that kind of feeling or experienced it then you would know what I'm trying to say(I'm bad at explaining things). You can't explain it, it's far worse than SCARY. And you miss out on things because of it. :|

ANYWAYS, It's ANNOYING.

So to everybody who gets mad because I end up "blowing off" our plans: I'm really sorry, I hope you'll understand a lil'.

HEY! I'm motivating (Is that the right word?) myself to do updates on Art/Journals/Blogs/Whatever. BECAUSE I really need to.

OR DO I?

I do. :c

I Love all you little Rockets,
                                    Leah Nicole
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Wow! I haven't updated since New Years! I guess now I can be classified as a Journal Slacker.
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   I think I'm seeing colors. I'm really hungry too. D:
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Anyways, Happy Easter fellow Deviants. I am going to assume everyone colored their Easter Eggs with food coloring and a "Magic" crayon? No? Well that because you buy cheap plastic eggs that are a waste of money and suck all the fun out of this holiday. If you did indeed decorate real eggs, then congratulations! You people can actually be called my friends. (haha,  should have colored them eggs, huh?)
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  So a downside to this holiday is that last night my great-grandma(Or rather, my sisters great-grandma) passed away. She got really sick and was pent up in the hospital until last night. I gave my regards to Aunt Karen and Rebekah. On the bright side to this, she died of old age, had many loved ones, and Spent her life well(Or i'm assuming, since I haven't formally met her.)
   Another downside is that My Great Aunt Lareda passed away too. I went to church this morning(She devoted her whole life to the family church) and it was a bittersweet Easter celebration as everyone was crying because they played two of her favorite songs.
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    My Grandma Leo is also in the hospital, but I don't think its anything really bad. Its mainly a combination of old age/ overworking/ strep throat. So that's mainly a Good thing.
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    Recently I found out a lil' secret. (Mwuah hahahaha)
Its really funny( a lil' ironic too). So you know my cousin Isaac? The one who wears really tight pants and awful sun glasses? He's in this religious-type group, the "Demolay". He's Master Counselor(which is the leader of the group.) and he's abstinent.
   .......... His girlfriends six months pregnant with his baby. OH! What happened there? You guys can put the puzzle together.
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    I put fun facts on all my eggs.
"Donald Ducks middle name is Fauntleroy"
"Shakespeare invented the word 'assassination' and 'bump'
"A pregnant goldfish is called a 'twit'"
                     AND
"Leonardo DiVinci invented the scissors"
The only egg That didn't have a fun fact is the one eggs that says "The Easter Bunny pooped this." with a winky face.  
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    Hows life Ladies and Ladies With Balls? How has your Easter turned out so far? Did you also get a Ginormous Chocolate bunny before breakfast this morning? Don't worry, i'll share...maybe.
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     The reason Easter is so lionized is because it holds significant traditional value. I admit that I did not properly prepare myself. I honestly didn't eat fish every Friday to support Family demand. (I always pass up Lent though, because I'm not accustomed to Catholic religion. Even tho it is a tradition within my culture.)
     I rested on Good Friday so I could "prepare my body and soul". I did not do Holy Saturday. I also do not plan to have a traditional Irish feast. So much for following tradition, huh? But even tho not much is followed, its a really big thing(not in this community but in the family.) The idea of it is blimp.
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     You wasted your time reading this random-catch-up journal. I appreciate your time though. I have to leave because my sister wants me to help kill zombies on this Sega
Tennis game.

  

       ~Stick that in your juice box and suck on it,
                                                  Leah
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Happy New Years

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Its almost the new year, where i live its 11:13
so happy new years, i hope your year has been grand, and I expect you'll have an even better year in 2012.
Happy New Years! :D
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